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Friday, October 31, 2008

serene;2:18 AM♥

back home alone AGAIN..
it's 2am liao.. and im here blogging again..
alot of Questions in my mind..
realli giving myself alot of stress..

i realli lost.. realli hope someone is there holding on me..
sharing everything with me... den asking and asking wad to do..
cuz me, myself is also confused.. i dun even noe myself..
how wont i noe... how to answer u all..
the more u all ask... the more stress i am..

do u all noe how many times i realli feel like tearing infront of u all..
cuz im lost.. so lost.. till i have no way to walk, go or carry on....

im foolish.. i noe.. but...
i have no ways out.. if can.. i oso hope i can turn back the time by just 1 month. just 1 month will do and i dun ask for much.. and i dun think now i have to face all this stress tt i having...

he seems no longer care..
he seems so stranger..
he is someone who give me warm when he hold me tight..
but now.. he is just right beside me.. and i can feel the coldness...
the coldness tt i had nv get from him before..

i noe i have no right to say all this..
but.. somehow it's so xin ku to hide with a smile everyday...
he seems sooo close with her.. til i realli dun wanna see, dun wanna look or dun wanna even noe..
i hope im blind.. at tt moment.. when u all seems sooo close..
im scare.. im scare.. im sooo scare... i cannot take it..

depression is on the way to find me..
i can feel it's coming.. cuz im realli breaking down.. im stress..

jie, im sorry to make u worry, make u tired.. im sorry~

im a very lan de meimei.. i apologise..

i noe i had make a very big mistake.. but hope u can guide me the last time..

cuz im realli lost in this world.. and tears cant help any.... all i noe is to tear.

cuz i realli canot take it.. sorry, i love you...

to him,

i miss u badly.. but i noe u wont care..

just hope everything going on fine for u..

and im glad and happy~....

but somehow scare u have someone new who replaced me..

but i noe at this moment.. i dun even stand a part anymore..

im sorry... u cant be blame.. only MYSELF!!!

ily~

The sweetness addiction that i need.

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