Thursday, October 23, 2008
When i seriously need someone, this buddy of mine is always there for me.
trying his 101 ways just to cheer me up. . .
Thanks Rx aka Pong aka Old Uncle... even how i rejected, u are always there to lend me ur shoulder. . . but the more u done it.. the more hurtful i felt in my heart to let u see i tear... to let u noe im sad. . . .
Not i dun wanna share my problems like how i used to be..
cuz this time round no one can help.. realli no one...
He make his trip down just to get me this porridge..
Realli dun have any appit... but force myself..
Thanks BUDDY!!!
The Best I Had Do..
Clearer Look...
feeling the warm of the porridge in my stomach now..
felt im so loved suddenly... although the one i wish for to care me is not him..
but still as a Buddy, he nv fail to care whenever he could.. today u r the onli one who make me smile once.. ONCE!!!
Back lying on my bed alone..
thinking the problems and things..
thinking the moment u shelter me with love...
now wad i can do.. is to hug my pooh, pillow, blanket into tears..
i noe im childish.. i noe im nuts.. i trying to grow..
but no chance will be given again.. ur sweet smses/msges are long gone..
do i still stand a part? just a 1% will do..
trying ways to be ur prefect happy girl.. but sometime it's not me..
i dunno can u feel im acting.. but just to make u feeling beta.. i have to suffer..
i cant say i love u till eternity..
but i can say i love u baby.. argh.. i have no rights to say tt.. *slap*
waiting a day for ur name to appear on my phone once again..
hope u enjoy urself tonight..
cuz i can see, without me.. u r much more more happier..
so to see u happy, i trying to pull back my every step..
even throw my phone one side.. try not to reach u..
somehow my heart dun listen to me.. bb, i ♥ you still..
The sweetness addiction that i need.
