{♥} Love serene-

Sunday, November 23, 2008

serene;11:18 PM♥

HATE; ♥

somehow.. i hate my 6th sense.. i really dun wish to think.. but den.. once this 6th sense came to my mind.. i keep thinking and hate myself for tt.. a thing tt i noe i wanne noe the truth but i have to act as if i dunno and dun wanna care.. do u noe hidding is also a skill? i noe i didnt do it well but, i have to.. so tt "WE" can be happier.. which to me is NOT...

lastly, everyone around is worry and supporting me..
but i just make them disappointed...
how many times i wish to cry... how many times i wanna voice..
but i dun have the chance too... or i have no one tt can comfort me..

HOPE; ♥

i just hope i can leave all those to the past.. and nv wanna get it back....
it's painful, it's hurtful...
i have no one to accompany me trut this period when i need someone so badly~..
i have to hug my pooh to sleep everynight.. and wake up in pain... ALONE..
T_T tears rolling down but i have to be strong.. somehow i wish i can cry infront of anyone of u like a kid crying over a dropped ice cream...

GIVE UP; ♥

i think the time is finally here for me to stop everything..
like wad u said and wad i can see... u r happier without serene in ur life.. i GIVE UP and i mean it truly... if u r reading this now.. although i may still post about u.. cuz i need time to forget... just give me a little while more.. i hope u can treat me how u treated me last time.. when we first met online, the things we gossip, the topic we share as well as problems.. seems, even now.. u r the onli one i share my problems with.. T_T cuz i dunno how to voice out to others..

hope u treat me as per normal.. not soo COLD anymore please..
it make me suffer.. i swear i wont bring trouble to u.. and i mean it..
cuz i noe who am i belong's too... and wad i ask for...

it's a month already and u kept ur words.. =)
somehow scare i had been replaced.. although i noe i am...
im sorry... i need time.. tt's all.. i will recover.. =)

TOTS; ♥

im lost.. dunno wad i wan..... pple asking me alot of questions..
arghhh! i realli dunno and dun wish to noe.. leave me alone.. please..
tok to me all things other den wad is going to happen in 2 months time..
and i realli looking forward to overcome it.. and start anew 3 months later..
stop asking me.. u all are stressing me.. T_T

i noe myself.. and dun ask me anymore....
i dun wanna say doesnt mean im running.. i already noe..
and i dun wanna this to spoil my day can?
although i look happy everyday.. but IM NOT!!!!!

still.... again..... im tearing to sleep once again.... T_T

The sweetness addiction that i need.

disclaimer ;♥

for serene

I used to blog frequently, but not anymore. I love my BLOG and I love MYSELF :)
Note: I might just blog about you too. Bad or good, I decide. Cuz it's MY BLOG . [:

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i am who i am

I love pooh, pretty, sunflower/yellow roses, yellow colour and playing audi.. Last but not least.. ILOVEMYfamilyANDfriendss..

don't smoke, but do club and drink at timess..

imaysoundlikeaboringperson
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free from worries
have a normal lifestyle

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WAITING; ♥
Hope Time Really Fly For This 2 Months
And I Can Have Some Rest After 1 Month
And Finally Back To My Life...

hope the god bring him here to share my happiness
and get someone special truthfully love me loads..

waiting; ♥

trust (:

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