Sunday, November 16, 2008
serene;3:07 AM♥
im damn tired now.. dying soon..
i choose to work 6days non stop in shop den 3 days in roadshow..
TIRED but happy to see my old coll.. misses..
a song i heard while im working half way at r/s..
suddenly "he" comes to my mind.. i miss him.. and realli, this is how i realli feeling now..
i shouldn't love him but is just tt i wanted too..
cuz is the feeling taking control of me..
sometimes i realli dunno how to be fine when im realli not..
but to u.. im childish.. =(
the empties is realli killing me..
i wonder why im keep holding and waited for so long for the day
when i look back.. i den realize..
it's always there that is not spoken....
im waiting here and been waiting................................ right here for u to hold me once again..
Just So You Know
i shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let em win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
The sweetness addiction that i need.