Wednesday, December 10, 2008
ALONE; ♥ why everytime i have to handle things and problems on my own...
im also a human being.. need care and concern..
but lucky, i have some frenz around who realli can be there for me..
realli cares me alot and try toking to me.. but i just cant face it myself..
i always being strong and happy infront of u all..
but each time i tell myself i need to be myself... and face it.. i just cant do it...
it always come back to the emo me once im here.. i just dunno how, why and im totally in lost!
FAMILY; ♥now, my beloved jiujiu is gone.. i have to stand strong alone..
but i hate my xiao yi for being so selfish and wanna take over his everything..
he has nuthing.. yet she wanna to take his everything... I HATE U xiao yi..
Ah Yi has caiqing and dingyuan, mummy has me and jiejie, xiaojiujiu has ahqi and ahxiang but DA YI has no one.. although i noe i will still care for her.. but u should be selfish.. why u nv change urself.... now.. i felt u r a BITCH! u dun take us as a family... ...
Why aint we united?
why aint we like a family..?
should tt how a family remains?
relationship between me and mummy is getting better.. but i just dun like tt guy can?
but still nuthing change mummy's mind.. should i follow wad she told me?
i noe she still love me.. she still dote me.. just tt, all cuz of that guy it pulls me and mummy apart..
WORK; ♥
but still nuthing change mummy's mind.. should i follow wad she told me?
i noe she still love me.. she still dote me.. just tt, all cuz of that guy it pulls me and mummy apart..
WORK; ♥no one is good.. no one is fair..
why must i and why should i?
i treat how u treated me.. so dun blame me for being black hearted..
u guys force me to do soo...
tml gonna be a boring day.. all not around...
LoveLove, BenNi, Bro, V jie all off.. damn it.. onli left with ah mi arh.. T_T
damn it.. how my day going to be.. lucky i got Auntie Koh to tok cock with..
i wanna be happy girl, no worries please..
The sweetness addiction that i need.
